back in the olden days...

Hmmm...I kinda forgot how easier it was to type on a full-sized keyboard. My laptop is still currently out of commission, hence the use of my desktop computer. I'm still not sure when I'll be mobile again but I'm trying to survive without it.

The smell of grass is in the air again...WIMBLEDON IS HERE!!! Damn! I hope Roddick makes a comeback in this tourney...if Martina can do it, so can he right??? I don't expect him to win, just as long as Federer and Roddick face off in the final, I'm a happy fan already.

Enough updates about the outside world, let's get to my news...I'm currently dying due to the combined effects of panic, stress and lack of sleep. In other words -> thesis, schoolwork and my job! I'm finding it hard to do anything productive in the morning since all I want to do is sleep...

I have been reduced to the basic specimen of a working student. Although much kudos to my workmates...they make life just a tad bit more bearable. I don't know what I would do without those guys. And you would think I'd rather be in school right? NO FRIGGIN WAY!!! I'm happiest when I'm in the office. School is boring and our thesis is just making an outright mess of my life. I knew this thesis thing would strain my friendship with my teamates but I never, in my wildest dreams, expected this! It's like where before I can't live without them, now, I can't wait to get rid of them. It's just that I hate working with friends because you're forced to see and experience a side of them you wouldn't normally get to see, hear and feel. I just hope our friendship survive this ordeal.

I'm actually amazed that I was even to make a post right now. I never thought I'd have time for this during this term. I'm so excited to graduate and work. I don't want to be tied down by trivial matters like grade, attendance and extra credit. I just want to get real results from my hardwork.

O well...just holler at me from the "REAL" world...

like leading sheep to the slaughter...

My life really sucks right now. I mean it may not "suck" but I don't think anyone would be willing to exchange lives with me right now.

My schedule is a bitch. I work from 9pm-6am then I have thesis meetings in school everyday of the week and that's from 8am-11pm. Sooooo do the math. That leaves how much time for sleep and quality time? Technically...10 hours but helloooooo...let's deduct time I spend on the road, that'll be around 2 and a half hours, that leaves me with 7 and a half hours, let's get rid of another hour for eating and bath time...the grand total is:

fucking 6 and a half hours of MUCH NEEDED sleep!!!!!!

Get it? I'm literally killing myself right now...

I need HELP! SERIOUSLY!!!