Everything I have done...all the preparations I planned...ARE ALL FOR NOTHING.
Yes, I will be leaving. That much is certain. How I feel about it is of no importance. All that matters is...IT SHALL COME TO PASS.
The words of support from family and friends, messages from well-wishers, and expressions of sadness from people I'll leave behind...AMOUNT TO NOTHING.
Hair that I grew and conscientiously took care of for two years...WILL BE CUT IN A MATTER OF MINUTES.
Personal style, my favored piercings, and my favorite clothes...WILL ALL GIVE WAY TO A MORE PROFESSIONAL LOOK.
My days of 24-hour blogging, incessant chat with friends...WILL STOP.
Evrything I've become used to, all the things that make me happy...MEAN NOTHING NOW.
EVERYTHING IS INSIGNIFICANT.
NOTHING IS CONNECTED TO THE PAST.
WHAT I WAS ONCE SHALL CEASE TO EXIST.
I AM NOTHING MORE THAN A MACHINE PROGRAMMED TO FOLLOW ORDERS AND TO GARNER SUCCESS FOR MY MASTERS.
About Me
- Joey
- I AM ME I am loud, and sure as hell am proud of it. I am satisfied, but I still want. I am smart, but I'm not wise. I speak to almost everyone, but I never say what I want to say. I try a lot of things, but I never change. I'm not undecided, I'm just eclectic. I'm extroverted, but I am self-conscious. I am confident, but I'm conflicted. I smile a lot, but cry even more. I am different from you, but somehow, we all manage to stay human. I am not a deviant, it's not the act, it's the context that matters. I do not sin, because I do not believe in it. I have no future, just the "now", because there is no "future pre-determined". I don't follow the law, 'cause in my world, MY WORD IS DOGMA. I AM NOT YOU, be glad for that fact.
Perception...
Just like everything else, beauty is subject to our personal filters ergo our varying tastes.
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